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the reasons I keep going back to this pen, paper, typewriter. :heart:



your-methamphetamine writes poetry that punches the reader in the gut. It is heart-wrenchingly real, and it never fails to move me. It is evocative and poignant, getting the truth of the matter in both astounding and unsurprising, both straight-forward and back-alley entrances: she utilizes all of these approaches and leaves the reader gasping, breathless for more. Check out her gallery!!
-- travelgirlxx

your-methamphetamine creates a new world with each piece the pens. It's as if she opened a door into her mind and is letting you view her intimate thoughts. The images in each of her writings are gorgeous beyond measure, letting the reader visualize perfectly what she is trying to convey, and imagine exactly what feelings she had when she was writing the piece.
-- DrippingWords

your-methamphetamine writes with amazing intrigue. Her pieces are at once heartwrenchingly revealing and mysterious – they beg to be read and reread until the lovely haze is cleared leaving the characters exposed and related to. The words fit together as if they could not be arranged any other way which lends a natural cadence to them.
-- 0hgravity



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sometimes girl.
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artwork above by The--Strategist

eighteen | nomad | wanderlust-bitten | yugen-driven | effervescent | loved | forgetful | words and music ventilated | still getting used to these- legs, arms, fingers | mastering the art of being left behind | human

I fancy myself a youth slam poet, guilty of falling in love with the unfamiliar. I have been published over at The Missing Slate, Modern Day Fairy Tales and cahoodaloodaling. my first spoken word album, the articulation of my vertebrae is now available for download on my bandcamp! go get your copy!



34 deviations
solar flare
16 deviations

I heard Rudy quiver 
and guide lost oxygen 
to his cells when he said, 
"my biggest fear
is that one day 
I will hear about 
a black boy dying 
and I won’t flinch.” and when I did
I flinched
I hurt
I tore open the skin beneath
these chipped nailbeds
just to remember
what loss looked like

feels like loss

our shoulders depressed
with a hundred
and thirty two voids 
weighing down like anvils
your shoulders 
carry the heaviest coffins

our feet walk unjust
soil parted by waters
we haven’t polluted yet
but our hearts,
with their social arrhythmias
and rich flutters, ache
with one vigor
one lacrymal loss
one dark sob
after another

one fleeting life
after another

don’t let another slip these
bleeding fingertips
hold on to this steady heartbeat
and the rest only microseconds

vindicate your unjust soil, the nails
hammered into each coffin, 
deaths zooming by deaf ears
hold your ears to shame

hold on to your hurt
with every drop that leaves your fingers, 
think of the lives you colored
by staying and stained
if you ever left

fuel your anger till your body
remembers to wheeze
through the sting every loss
leaves you with
this heart does not experience
fatigue, it does not know
rest; this is your reason
to remember black days

when you are beat down 
to slow, forced heartbeats
shot out of the sky
soaring, screaming with angels
with everything 
but wings

live to love and ache
another day,
all the same.

never forget. 
never stop feeling. 

I hurt. I died 132 times yesterday. today. 

one look and a shy half away
the fogged window to the left
unveils a split second warmth

you fill me, your beta-rays consume
my eager form to five missing facial
muscles deepening with every move

yes, wormholes can be spheres but
cylinders make sense too, save for 
their lost sense of distance, dimension

time and us. I don’t wish for galactic
wars for you. there is a balance we 
made a home in, an embroidered

version of the cosmos that fits between
your mountainous knuckles when we
kiss. I kissed your in-betweens because

you already love your wholes. one look
and a shivering half away, I planned so
much more for your hands and mine, my

eyes and your entirety. I will have lived 
a thousand mornings in your arms by 
sunrise; you woke me in each one.

i count every minute longer than looped evers
on the worst of earthly spins; you are the reason
i would stay awake and stay asleep and
a. dictitious

am well-woven.

am a spell
that does not release
and never tells.

these constructions
and better
to speak in hearttones
and hymnbeats
on rugged pavements.

have built


this body has
forgotten its infinite
itself the luxury
of acceptance.

this body has
remembered its lovers'
last namesphone numbers,
birthmarks and kindness--

the only cruelty this vessel knows
is from its middles;

have riddled 
myself into

c. capabuilt

these hands
are imbued
with patient dynamism
and ichor
that the goddesses

they have moved
mountain ranges
and hoisted dark seas
then returned them

such instruments deserve more
than my doubts;

have clouded
the veins tenacious. 

d. aitbaar

allowed these
to hold me.

i have yet to feel
like less
than a Dali

my little ashes
are coming close.

the Ganges
lost its 
to me; i carry
till it is perfected


am gold
and nothing less.
ways we constellate
thinking out loud and generally being amazing with gliitchlord 


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Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014   General Artist
how have you been, beautiful? :tighthug:
wildfirepen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for the fave~
cemalsamli Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2014   Photographer
thanks a lot =)
Deku-Gamer-DA Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello there.  I love your poetry so very much.  You are quite talented :D
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MyHeadWonders Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Hey thanx for the FAVE, really means alot!!
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