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1. I wish
this was for you.

2. my journal pages - the
brown one with all our monologues -
were jarred with hollow vows of
last poems of
loving me
loving me
loving me;
letting you slip into a coma
of bad memories, watching you
fall to your death off
a cascading cliff of disease
and dis ease.
it was never
easy for me
either.

3. there's a reason I ask
whether you're grey
(dark white, elusively black, in between)
or blue (behind the clouds, under wave-foam,
whateverthefuck runs through the back of my
palms); I'd rather have
you
than the arms
that once held you half-
heartedly. you had always been
my harmony and I
would have killed
to have been yours.

4. it could never have been just me, the way
it could never have been just
her.

5. disasters are not beautiful,
but how is it that you
managed to make my inner linings
converge into bows
and explode into wings the very
night you decided to rebuild your walls
to a lower height?

6. I wish this wasn't
about you.

7. I wish every part of me
and my sickly, spineless-book self
had been about you.

8. you have always been
everything about
me.
I can only write shitty lists now.
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slipcast-chrysalism Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This my love, is anything but shitty. I can assure you of that. This is amazing. -heads to save it in her notes-
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your-methamphetamine Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2014  Student Writer
I love you. :tighthug:
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slipcast-chrysalism Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I love you more. :glomp:
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AsSheGlows Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013   Writer
"you had always been 
my harmony and I
would have killed
to have been yours."
Go ahead, rip my heart out. It's not like I need it or anything ;)
This really hit home with me. :heart:
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your-methamphetamine Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2014  Student Writer
*fixes your heart*
thank you, love :heart:
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forestmeetwildfire Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
This is so wonderfully written, with such a  strong voice.
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your-methamphetamine Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2013  Student Writer
<3 I'm really touched you think so
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forestmeetwildfire Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:heart:
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barbzzp Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2013  Student Writer
i love this .
this is fantastic! :)
and i specif. love this part:

(behind the clouds, under wave-foam,
whateverthefuck runs through the back of my
palms)

you're really amazing and i like your brand of poetry- whatever you may call it.. :)
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:iconyour-methamphetamine:
your-methamphetamine Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2013  Student Writer
thank you so much! :blushes: I really appreciate it :hug:
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