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I should be building my future from lego bricks
but all I have are little bits of you sneaking up on me with the subtlety
that was only your gift. you were never the silent type but if there was ever
a wildfire in someone's head, we all knew it was you.
this isn't poetry, this is you.
you only read well, your clumsi-
-ness so contagious - no this isn't
honesty, this is poet suburbia, you never
mess with that - your storms always
quiet enough to sneak past every
single one of us.
do you still blame us for remembering you?
your voice was deeper than the Mariana trench -
no it's not in my fucking skin, how many times
has that line worked for you? - and towards
the terminal of that long distance phone call
it had thinned into the frail breathing of a departure,
so shocking but nowhere near
surprising.
he said I don't need to be ready, but fucking hell,
I was always halfway there, wasn't I?
for once, I was glad you didn't call death a character
from the Book Thief. so yes, you were always
there and it caught all our envy in a fish-net.
well, no one ever leaves when they're ready.
your body cried then and it was inaudible. you
thought I knew because we were meant to be and no,
it was because you hinted just enough for me,
you loved just enough of me to care back
and tell you to fuck off before I did it myself.
don't fucking miss me.
little did you know
that we really didn't.
I waited in those pretentious purple hours before and after twilight
for your oh-so-literary soul to come and haunt me without
the cancer black clouding half of your face. you tapped my window once,
thinking you were still frail, but you broke
it and you broke
me. [don't] you broke
us.
we were no wolf pack but we were going to [live] die together
we were going to stay in titanium-plated houses for the last meteor to crash
we were going to leave our little bits for Hansel to lose track of
and now
we're pressed under fifty pounds of earth
quiet, lingering, making
our own Mariana trenches
till God finds us straying
we won't. don't talk back to Him when he asks what took you so damned long.
but all I have are little bits of you sneaking up on me with the subtlety
that was only your gift. you were never the silent type but if there was ever
a wildfire in someone's head, we all knew it was you.
this isn't poetry, this is you.
you only read well, your clumsi-
-ness so contagious - no this isn't
honesty, this is poet suburbia, you never
mess with that - your storms always
quiet enough to sneak past every
single one of us.
do you still blame us for remembering you?
your voice was deeper than the Mariana trench -
no it's not in my fucking skin, how many times
has that line worked for you? - and towards
the terminal of that long distance phone call
it had thinned into the frail breathing of a departure,
so shocking but nowhere near
surprising.
he said I don't need to be ready, but fucking hell,
I was always halfway there, wasn't I?
for once, I was glad you didn't call death a character
from the Book Thief. so yes, you were always
there and it caught all our envy in a fish-net.
well, no one ever leaves when they're ready.
your body cried then and it was inaudible. you
thought I knew because we were meant to be and no,
it was because you hinted just enough for me,
you loved just enough of me to care back
and tell you to fuck off before I did it myself.
don't fucking miss me.
little did you know
that we really didn't.
I waited in those pretentious purple hours before and after twilight
for your oh-so-literary soul to come and haunt me without
the cancer black clouding half of your face. you tapped my window once,
thinking you were still frail, but you broke
it and you broke
me. [don't] you broke
us.
we were no wolf pack but we were going to [live] die together
we were going to stay in titanium-plated houses for the last meteor to crash
we were going to leave our little bits for Hansel to lose track of
and now
we're pressed under fifty pounds of earth
quiet, lingering, making
our own Mariana trenches
till God finds us straying
we won't. don't talk back to Him when he asks what took you so damned long.
Literature
Tell Me What You've Gone and Done Now
It seems like everybody writes about romance,
the murmurs left behind,
the lonely strength of men,
the evolution of goodbye.
There will be times when I tell you I can't
be a number on a list.
I was what you are, once--
the dying star of a memory--
but you must have mistaken me
for hindsight.
I can bring your candle to glitter again,
but I can't be your oxygen.
Yes, my bed's a single--
where did you sleep last night?
Literature
grains of sand could never make it whole again
i.
flashback to the day your record player died,
a stranger stole your heart & it rained for a week straight.
remember how cold it was at the bus stop, how the ice streaked the sidewalk silver
& songbird's cries for spring fell like roadkill on the pavement.
iii.
fast forward to tomorrow and it's all a little better, the sun comes out
& there's fresh dew on the lawn,
when your boss cares more about covering up the bruise on her neck
than anything you could possibly do to fuck up.
ii.
today it's partly cloudy, the world still damp with memories and for now
you're forced to wake up to the radio alone,
even though vinyl still lines
Literature
Almost-Buoyant Credence
Dear ocean child
born from the escape of drowning suns,
I have longed
for your halcyon-woven hair
and lucid, lyrical gaze
for the longest while
Let me trace resting eights, lemniscates
along each inch of your holy-grail spine
swimming toward the sea snakes
embedded in your sacrum
Harbinger of kismet,
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this is old. and probably just vent art.
I don't even know what I'm venting, really.
I don't even know what I'm venting, really.
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The reference to The Book Thief really got me. That book always does.