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she taught me how to read, so it is best heard: soundcloud.com/c-e-moore/to-bu…
only with you
can i mock
the utter idiocy and lack
of sense about how
the pacific is a warm-water
anomaly to the poetic iciness
of her experiences.
only with you would i
wish for karma
to take a luscious bite
of my fictitious Adam's
apple and my unfreckled,
calcium-deprived
skin; with you, i believe i could
sit for hours, watching in disgust
the utter power time can have
over the end of a crackling
frequency, substituting
poorly
for touch.
(yes, you would,
awkwardly
at best --
it is enough)
we have chopped, killed
and savoured all our victims
in the comforts
of our too-virgin, too-clumsy,
too-everything-keeping-us-from-
being-people-who-flatter-themselves-
our-enemies;
yes, i
fancy different giggles
and killers of time but you,
my home of a friend, you
wish the same foundations
that built you from scratch, (casting
your brother off a piano bench, stepping
on that one butterfly,
singing me that one song,
asking me that one time what took me
so damned long) for me,
for my feeble, crippling form, stitched
together with lessons and "i'm here"s
sobbed into day long audio notes
of apologies.
dear konstantine, the number
of suns that damned doctor saved many
hundreds of years ago cannot hold
a stray flame to the fire
licking and caging your bandaged,
plastered heart.
my konstantine,
you are the home
i return to without ever
leaving.
only with you
can i mock
the utter idiocy and lack
of sense about how
the pacific is a warm-water
anomaly to the poetic iciness
of her experiences.
only with you would i
wish for karma
to take a luscious bite
of my fictitious Adam's
apple and my unfreckled,
calcium-deprived
skin; with you, i believe i could
sit for hours, watching in disgust
the utter power time can have
over the end of a crackling
frequency, substituting
poorly
for touch.
(yes, you would,
awkwardly
at best --
it is enough)
we have chopped, killed
and savoured all our victims
in the comforts
of our too-virgin, too-clumsy,
too-everything-keeping-us-from-
being-people-who-flatter-themselves-
our-enemies;
yes, i
fancy different giggles
and killers of time but you,
my home of a friend, you
wish the same foundations
that built you from scratch, (casting
your brother off a piano bench, stepping
on that one butterfly,
singing me that one song,
asking me that one time what took me
so damned long) for me,
for my feeble, crippling form, stitched
together with lessons and "i'm here"s
sobbed into day long audio notes
of apologies.
dear konstantine, the number
of suns that damned doctor saved many
hundreds of years ago cannot hold
a stray flame to the fire
licking and caging your bandaged,
plastered heart.
my konstantine,
you are the home
i return to without ever
leaving.
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Literature
stonemaze
sometimes, I pretend
our home is tinnitus
I scrape pine needles
into a horizontal bowl.
twisted scenery
settling in like snow
inside my finger
bones, stirring
up sparks. he
may be the last
explosive, a
fire fight that bites
through my palms;
may be the last
crackling
monolith to collect
spacedust on
his loneliness.
I should be left alon
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Come Back Home
I.
We twined our stubby fingers together.
"But I'm still older,"
you would say. You started school
a year early.
"Not barely," I would say and
stick out my tongue.
Smug little smile on your face,
you tore your fingers
away from mine and raced
me through the fields, and I
could never keep up with you.
II.
Suddenly, you are eighteen.
You don't even know what you want
to do with your life but you
go through it joking and having fun
because you are happy, even
through the worst of it.
Your best friend gets into weed.
He drinks every night.
You know you shouldn't,
but when he hands you a bowl
you can't help but try it.
And that's where you wen
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home.
when I was five,
I asked my mama,
if home's where the heart is,
does that mean that the piano is my home?
because that doesn't make sense,
how could i ever live inside a piano?
she laughed and ruffled my hair with her gentle gentle hands.
i'm a big girl, i told her, don't do that.
she laughed even harder, then calmed down and went back to chopping up onions,
humming as she kept the tempo steady with the knife and her strong strong hands.
i did not understand why she did not cry. the onions stung at my eyes.
papa was nowhere to be seen.
chop, chop, chop.
when I was ten,
I told her with smugness,
if home is where the heart is,
then the librar
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thank you for never giving up on being my friend.
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